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you think you're chocolate

when you're chewing gum

2006-08-21

Let's all make incoherent sounds together

I planned to come online, check my email, ogle at beautiful and expensive things and then leave. But as usual, once I am online, I'll be browsing blog after blog, and then totally forget about whatever I was supposed to do, and which is what again, anyway?

I must write about today's theatre prac session. SO much fun, darnit! Haha. We basically played games and did something with our diaphragm. And 'danced'. The tutor said something about being more aware of your body. I loved that- the fact that most of us are inhibited, awkward when asked to do apparently weird things infront of people we just met.

It was alot about discovery, I think. Maybe taking risks. Doing something you've never done before. I LOVE that. I really do. I think I've done alot of that recently, at least in my terms. Like doing the Tree Top Trail, sitting on the grass (PURE GRASS) admiring a lake. Typing that and thinking that makes me want to laugh- happy haha! It's like those memories are filled with sunshine.

Anyway, I am learning about how to see myself. Which sounds weird, I know. I think people tend to care more about how others see them then how they see themselves. How do you see yourself? How do you love yourself? I don't think I can answer a question like "Who are you?" Can you?

Ah, I have so much to do! Finish reading books. And I'm not saying readings here, because these are not articles or 12 pages of notes. Books! Am depressed now. And an essay due in about a week. WHY WHY WHY! I could go on forever.

I had a dream last night- I was on stage, acting as a teacher and I had so many students that I couldn't see the audience. Suffice to say that the performance wasn't a good one. But I kind of enjoyed the tension, the nerves. It's kind of like, "Shit! What am I doing!" Yeah.

Yux chewed at 5:04 p.m.

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