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you think you're chocolate

when you're chewing gum

2006-04-29

Unpetaling

The perennial quest: How to be happy.

It's an awfully queer time isn't it? Everyone trying to figure things out, your plans, your life, your goals. It's heartening to see people like you and me ponder about such things. It means we're not alone, I am not alone. We all want something out of our lives, we just don't know what yet.

I AM excited about uni life. But maybe I'm too idealistic and put all these ideals too high up. I can't wait to educate myself, in a sense, to really learn things, to be proactive about my own education. Even if I'm just staying in Singapore. Haha. And even then, I can't possibly do everything I set out to do. Or can I?

I feel like I'm at the beginning of my youth, at the brink of starting a whole new life altogether. (You know?)

It's weird, like I have all these thoughts in my head that I can't form in words, and being unable to say it, to type it here, makes me feel quite alone.

I just....don't know. And that's the best, really, that I can say.

Yux chewed at 5:48 a.m.

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