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you think you're chocolate

when you're chewing gum

2006-04-14

A good Good Friday

Been pretty busy lately- work, reading, rest, some family time here and there. Not much socializing really, but that's good in a way too, isn't it?

Some things are really life-zappers man.

Oh wait, GOOD FRIDAY kiddos:) God is good, all the time, all the time.

I had a very very lovely day. We walked through quiet streets, just breathing. It was really nothing special. I don't know, it's as if we were somewhere else, another country?

We found my new shopping/hangout place! Bought bagels and wraps home, tralala! They sell pop-tarts there, and licorice and all sorts of junk:)

Then dinner with relatives was... shocking, in a way. How apt, because we talked about religion.I almost felt persecuted and lonely, because of my belief. And it kinda hurt, especially when they're people you respect and love. Because they don't really understand, and you want them to.

I don't care about reason, really, or silly rules or history or stuff like that. If you know what I mean. I just know that God loves me, very much, and I love him too. Isn't that enough? Enough for me. And it's alright if people have their own beliefs, their reason, their facts and their rules. I believe in choice too. I believe in Love, and happiness and peace.

And who knows what's gonna happen in future? If people cease to exist or if we have computer chips for brains (as they say)? I don't, they don't, we don't.

And it is Now that I am certain of, it is This that I am certain of. And That is enough for lil ol' Yux.

Anyways, no more sappy reflections. Good Friday's a PH too, right? Must chill:) I have a crush on Mary Oliver (her writing), who loves a woman! I just found out. Ohwell, surprises abound. She is now my fave poetess! Go read anything of hers. It will change your life (for a moment).

And I cannot wait for Daisies, this new film coming out with Jeon Ji Hyun in it!!! She is like my most fave korean actress. Have loved her since I watched Il Mare in my sec sch days, and then My Sassy Girl, and later with the ruggers. And it has daisies in it:)

Lotsa good stuff lately, little stuff, things that could be life-changing, just that I don't know it for now, how that will be.

Yux chewed at 9:25 p.m.

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