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you think you're chocolate

when you're chewing gum

2006-03-24

"Sometimes it's the smallest decisions that can change your life forever. "

Everyday is a blog-worthy day man, especially days when I take leave from work:) So here goes.

Just talked to Ahmin on my handphone:) It's so good catching up, even if for a few minutes or whatever. Great to hear your voice and laughter gal:) Jealous of your delicious taiwan trip. Hehe. I wanna eat taiwan tu chan, no more mochi in my house already.

I got my premium library membership and I'm super excited! Geek alert. For twenty one bucks, you get like a piece of heaven. Really. I borrowed plays and wonderful old movies and Season One of Felicity, which is this old series that aired on channel 5 eons ago.

Which comes to my next point, about Felicity, about Life. It's not awesome for me like Gilmore, but it's touching and very apt (winkwink) for times like these. Where you're at the crossroads of your life, discovering who you really are and all the trepidations about stepping out into the world. And I feel like I wanna do something that could change my life forever you know? That kind of feeling...of having a taste of invincibility or infinity. Just, grasping at something bigger than myself.

Anyway, I'll always root for Noel (the kind of guy who longs for the girl and does silly things). Scott Foley is so cute! and hot, in the geekish kind of way:) Very Zach Braff, of garden state fame. Is it me, or do they look like twins?

I know this is super out of point and pointless as well, but on the way home, on the bus, I saw this Indian boy, all sweaty and wide-eyed and dark, and I thought to myself 'How Beautiful'. Really. At times like these I celebrate the fact that Singapore is cosmopolitian and multi-racial, where everything can be so fragile and so concrete at the same time.

And I got a weird sort of epiphany, like as if I knew how it's like to really live, and be happy. You just sort of open your eyes and become very sensitive to your surroundings and notice details. And you feel as if beauty keeps flooding into you and you can't stop it and it's like a peaceful sense of overwhelming.

Good day and better days eh? :)

But I don't like doing stuff that has to be done, like apply to uni online and send information and plan tuition lessons and the likes. It's just Annoying. I like my lazy life, dang.

Yux chewed at 10:18 p.m.

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