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you think you're chocolate

when you're chewing gum

2006-02-18

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HAHA. On retrospect, yesterday was a lil crazy and so I must have sounded totally weird in my blog entry. It's nothing, really. It's life. Winks.

Today's joys:

1. Breakfast. It's so weird how it was so simple and so ordinary that it became ultimately beautiful in my memory. :) I think it must be the sunshine! Breakfasts are the best meals, honest. Because it's good for your brain, trust me! I think about breakfasts before sleeping even. Hurray to mian jian gao and soybean drink and meiji yoghurt and bagels and muffins and granola and coffee and milk and cookies.

2. Shopping with Simin. Window shopping for the broke girl- points at self. Haha. The Maybelline person gave her turqoise and purple eyelashes, thanks to the wonders of mascara!

3. Fondue at Max Brenner. I think Max Brenner's is OKAY only. But because I shared it with a wonderful person and because that wonderful person treated me to it, the fondue becomes amazing:) Thanks girl, ure the bestest (and not because of the treat:))

4. Yay, I'm glad she got the Marks and Spencer's Cherry Liquor Chocs! Cos damn, it's just heavenly to me:)

5. Watched Just Like Heaven on the comp and am gonna watch Gilmore Girls later!!! Mark Ruffalo is SO cute! SO SO SO SO... (yay thanks dear pirate)

6. Borrowed TONS of books from the library. I promise that I will try to read 'em all, yes I will. My current fascination with plays and the untouched newspapers and TIMES and books I bought but have not read= COMPULSIVE READING:)

I think I am a horrible tutor. Because I'm lazy and don't particularly enjoy planning tuition sessions and want to do my own stuff in my free time. This totally sucks because I definitely feel the responsibility of teaching. Like I WANT to see them do well and I WANT to give them the tools they need, to help them enjoy learning and reading and discovering.

Teaching is a tough job, but very fulfilling. I haven't experienced the latter but soon I will, I believe so.

I keep feeling that I'm not good enough, am never gonna measure up.

There's a thousand things demanding for attention, pulling me towards different directions. But I have a stubborn ass and I don't try hard enough to find my OWN direction. So I'm still stuck here, typing into a little white box.

Yux chewed at 9:42 p.m.

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