2006-02-17
I can't hear you and you and you and you and-
It's been hell of a friday, work was work was work was work, but it's also different in so many ways. Everyday is a little different and it fills me up with so many thoughts that I think I would implode if not for the ability to voice it out.
THE WORLD IS A CRAZY PLACE.
Take a chill pill honey, that's what I told my sis today. For me, the secret to life is just to not take it seriously. You start with nothing, you end up with nothing. No losers or winners. One moment these people are your bestest friends and maybe in a few years time, you'll never hear from them again. Is that a very sad thing? Maybe, maybe not. You'll never learn how to have anything if you never learn how to let go.
People just can't take things at face value. You have to think through what people say, analyze, turn the words inside and out, do a PC. Why can't No be No, Yes be Yes, and bygones be bygones?
Gossip gossip gossip. Hey look at ME ME ME ME ME. Because you have a mouth, you turn it into the most wicked weapon. And you don't even realise it. Because she is exactly like you, or whatever you hate about yourself. She exposes your greatest flaws. You're scared of something you can recognize, or you're just scared of something you cannot understand.
Just live today as it is, wake up to a new start and heck, FORGET trespasses. Listen to your own rhythm. RESPECT. Use your life for something! WAKE UP! Stop falling into your own evil cycle. (Yawn.)
I am not preaching, I have not seen it all, I'm not angsty or emo or jaded or dashdashdash. It's just a burden to see people burdened, with what...exactly, with what? NOTHING. (Yeah, I'm burdened with people's Nothings. Even more pathetic. Nods head.)
That's why the world is full of shit.
"Cursed is the ground because of you; through painful toil you will eat of it all the days of your life."
The gunfire around us makes it hard to hear. But the human voice is different from other sounds. It can be heard over noises that bury everything else. Even when it's not shouting. Even when it's just a whisper. Even the lowest whisper can be heard - -over armies... when it's telling the truth.
-The Intepreter
JUST take a chill pill honey.
Yux chewed at 9:00 p.m.