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you think you're chocolate

when you're chewing gum

2006-01-28

cheers.

Hey Kiddos!

Update as promised. But to update what? I don't know. My life? Like that lorh. Haha. Oh wait,

HAPPY CNY:)

So it's reunion dinner day today. Hey that sounds like a tongue twister. Haha. Hope there's yummy food, something different from past years cos we always had it at my relative's. But this year, we're eating out!

I'm so afraid that I'll suffer from ennui. Indifference to celebrations. Thinking that it's all one and the same, year in year out year in year out. I don't wanna die from a lack of excitement! I must be contented and happy and thankful for all the small things in life:)

For eg. This year we're hosting the gathering for 'childhood chums'. Haha. They're like my parents' good friends from ages ago so that makes their children my childhood friends as well. It's been pretty long since I last saw them, so good catching up time:) WHICH MEANS I HAVE TO PACK MY UNMANAGEABLE ROOM. It is horrendous, and I'm really trying here. ugghhh.

Hopefully, I'll get to visit Simin as well. Exciting! I get to see her doggy!
Ohh. I went on a lil tagging spree. Shall continue later. JAJA! I can't go to your blog leh. It's like overloading. Haha.

My head is filled with thoughts. Typing some of it down helps a little, but just a teeny weeny bit. I wish I could be like a snake, just shed some skin. Or a phoenix. It's hard to describe that feeling of wanting something new and different and yet retaining that essence in you.

Saw two 05a02 babes yesterday:) I really miss the feeling of having to concentrate on only one thing. It makes you live in the moment, to just enjoy the company of these wonderful people and have their carefree, happy spirits somehow reflected in you too.

I wonder what happens when a road diverges. We're starting to own ourselves. Walk out our own paths. How different will we all be and how alike? CNY made me think of people, friends, lives and the invisible thread that holds them all together. I think the magic of a friendship is not in the constant dates, the dinners, the movies, the laughs...not really the memories either. It's to know that no matter how different your lives turn out to be, how little you guys meet up, you can go back to the same resting spot, and find that some sort of peace (?) is still there:)

So here's to friendship, and appreciation.

Yux chewed at 10:41 a.m.

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